Explanation

I'm so alone in the world. My boyfriend is depressed, so when I am anything less than totally happy and chipper it upsets him. If he knew anything about what's going on with me, I can only imagine the problems it would cause. Also, I've got family issues to deal with... my sister... my parents... ugh. And this is really dumb, but we finally broke down and bought an air conditioner, and it's not working. It only worked one night. Which means I have to take it out of the window, take it back to the store, blah blah blah. Well, tonight is my first meeting with a new therapist, so hopefully she can give me some tips on how to cope.

I'm not going to write anymore... maybe I won't update this anymore... I don't know. Don't care.